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OMGHALLOWEEN

October 31st, 2006 (04:05 pm)
happy

current mood: happy
current song: Cradle Of Filth - Halloween

Stolen from Ziggy =3

You went trick or treating as DEATH.
DavyJones gave you AFishBiscuit.
MrNorrell gave you ACordialCherry.
RegShoe gave you TheSignOfIron.
Jesus gave you ASweatyGymsock.
You had a rotten time until DoctorManhattan taught you the Numbers.

What's Your Trick-or-Treat Haul?
Shiver My Timber--A Pirate RPG


Lmao, I got a sock from Jesus. xD

*runs off to work*

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Bored =P

October 30th, 2006 (06:19 am)
silly

current mood: silly
current song: Girls Under Glass - Frozen

So I went to bed at like 10:00, woke up at 3:00am and am now still awake.

Played Warcraft for a bit, now I'm just kinda sitting at my computer. Booorrreeeddd.

I did the geek test. 47% ;)
super geek

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Personality Disorder Test

October 23rd, 2006 (07:02 am)
tired

current mood: tired
current song: Mushroomhead - Destroy the World Around Me

DisorderRating
Paranoid Personality Disorder:Low
Schizoid Personality Disorder:Low
Schizotypal Personality Disorder:Moderate
Antisocial Personality Disorder:High
Borderline Personality Disorder:Moderate
Histrionic Personality Disorder:Low
Narcissistic Personality Disorder:High
Avoidant Personality Disorder:High
Dependent Personality Disorder:High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:Moderate

-- Take the Personality Disorder Test --
-- Personality Disorder Info --



Just for the hell of it...

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Recap of my life

October 21st, 2006 (02:21 am)
thoughtful

current mood: thoughtful
current song: Bella Morte - Rain Within Her Hands

I don't know why I feel like doing this, maybe I'm just tired. Anyhoo, I'm going to do a recap of my life, I suppose it's more for my sake, but feel free to read if you like.

Long-ish summary )

*yawns* And with that I think I might just head to bed...

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Uneventful Day...

October 21st, 2006 (01:56 am)
awake

current mood: awake
current song: Theme From Hackers

Not a whole lot to write about, but I told myself I'd start writing in this everyday so I'll jot something down.

Had a nice relaxing day off. I slept in until 1pm, then just sort of lazed about in PJ's on the internet all day. xD We went grocery shopping later on, so now our house has FOOD again! Rejoice!

...aaaaannnddd that's about it. Exciting, huh? =P I should probably be going to sleep about now since I work tomorrow, but I truthfully don't feel very tired at the moment. I'm starting to get kind of hyper actually. God...I need sugar.

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Rest of the day...

October 19th, 2006 (11:07 pm)
hungry

current mood: hungry
current song: NIN - Digital

So I almost missed the bus to work today due to the whole dream-fucking-me-up thing this morning. I didn't feel like doing anything fancy so I barely put on makeup and just kind of wore scrubby clothes.

It wasn't that great of a day to start with, and feeling gross and ugly doesn't really help it. But a guy came up to me at work and said "Sorry if this is weird, but I just wanted to say that you're really gorgeous. Again, sorry if that creeps you out or anything, but you're really beautiful."

I was kind of shocked, but flattered, so that made my day a bit better. It wasn't a creepy sort of compliment either, he was really nice and sincere about it. Anyways, yeah, that cheered me up and the rest of the day went pretty well.

So hungry now though...and we have no food. =( And I think I'm in a really NIN mood lately, it's been the soundtrack to my life.

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This is what it feels like...

October 19th, 2006 (11:45 am)
groggy

current mood: groggy
current song: NIN - The Wretched

Had a really fucked up dream last night. It's a bit fuzzy now and I can't remember the details, but I most certainly remember being at a lakeside house of some sort. The lake was completely filled with dead bodies. Humans, animals....just full of dead things. The water was thick with floating bits of things that had rotted off, and even at the shore they were washing up in the hundreds, suffocating the beaches. The stench was unbelievable, I remember it clearly. Then I was looking through statues and figurines, each of which represented death in some way. I knocked one over by accident and found that beneath the statue was the dead body of a fetal child. I began to chip at all of them, and each had the dead baby in them.

After that I believe I was in some large building, like a school gym, and I was playing a game where I had to dodge a razor sharp saw, and it kept cutting me up but I was stumbling and couldn't avoid it. It was one of those circular ones, and it was just flying around on its own. There was mesh netting along the top which I managed to climb onto, but I kept falling down and getting cut up again. My hands started to get so slippery with my own blood that I fell down to the floor and couldn't move anymore. Ryan was in there, and I was trying to warn him to get out but I was out of breath and the saw ended up cutting him as he was trying to save me. God it was fucked up.

I really don't know what the deal was with it, but I just woke up a few minutes ago and it's left me with that unsettling feeling that'll probably stay with me all day. My alarm was going off for nearly an hour, and I could hear it clearly in my dream and knew what was going on, but I couldn't drag myself out of sleep. I was trying to, and I wanted to wake up, but the dream was just pulling me back. It was as if it wouldn't let me go. By the time I managed to wake up I had a headache from the alarm sounding for so long.

Day's barely started and already it's messed up. o_O

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Moving Forward

October 19th, 2006 (02:51 am)
calm

current mood: calm
current song: NIN - All the Love in the World

This is my new livejournal account, a fresh start if you will.

I found my original account was too cluttered with things long since past. It was weighted down by the darker periods in my life, and although I'm against 'erasing' things from your past, I just didn't see the need to keep it online.

A lot has changed since then, it's been 2 years at the least, and I feel that maybe this time around I can actually use this journal instead of letting it sit and collect dust.

So here goes, new life, new journal. We'll see how things turn out.

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